Saturday, October 18, 2014

The Jack Ridge Chronicles

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Yep, that's Jack, not Jack's.

I am blogging this because I missed these girls:
Yeah, I do see them five days a week. But it's not everyday we get to have moments like this. It's been a long time since the five of us went out together. They make me feel (and act) so young that's why I love hanging out with them. Being with them would always mean episodes of gasping for breath and a hurting stomach from laughing too hard. Yes, these girls are really crazy, they just don't know it.

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Friday, October 17, 2014

Fleeting thoughts

Friday, October 17, 2014

Have you ever experienced being busy with work, or lazily lying down, or staring blankly into space, or singing a song, and then all of a sudden a beautiful idea comes across your mind?

Then you find yourself agonizing to the fact that it's long gone before you even try to remember it.

I've caught myself in that situation. A thousand times perhaps. That's why I always bring a notebook with me in an effort to preserve those thoughts that come momentarily. Funny thing is, I never got to do that again ever since my friend Glenda gave me that small panda notebook out of the blue. And I have been relying on my phone too, because I find it awkward to jot down notes when I am having a bumpy ride on a jeepney. Those thoughts come randomly anywhere, you know.

But I do remember writing down a random thought on a scratch paper on my desk in the office. And when a senior tried to use the same paper to explain a mock-up to me, I frantically have to erase that because it's too cheesy. Haha.

Those fleeting thoughts are usually the best ones I have. Unfortunately, not every drop of rain gets caught in the bucket. Such thoughts go just as quickly as they came.

Yep, this post is so random and nonsense. I should hate having a spur of the moment such as this - having the urge to write something even if it's not really necessary. It's making me late for work. Haha. Anyway, have a nice day everyone! :)


Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Why Zombies Fail Me

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Out of the 700+ friends that I have on Facebook, yes, I know that's a lot (at least for me), but I know each and everyone of them, okay? But that's beside the point. Now let's go back again. Out of the 700+ friends on my list, I think I'm one of the very few who never really talked about The Walking Dead's new episode. And out of that very few, I am just one of those who have not seen an episode yet.

I have my reasons. One, I hate the waiting game. Whenever I watch a series, waiting another week or two for the next episode takes forever. This is also the reason why I haven't started with the Game of Thrones yet. Don't get me wrong, I love GoT. And I know it's awesome because I've read the book.

Monday, October 13, 2014

I've done it!

Monday, October 13, 2014

All the while, I thought I lost it. Never thought it was just in deep slumber. And it only took an inspiration and a little push to awaken that. As I promised myself, I'll have one artwork done this year. Who would have thought I would have it this soon - in less than a day. I guess I was too hyped up to bring back what I thought was lost. I even had to scour the malls just to buy all that I need for this overcoming-artist's-block project even though I'm not feeling really well. But it was worth it. 

I know I still need a lot of practice though. It took a while before my hand stopped being fidgety. It's not that good, but it's not bad either. But I know in my heart, as I want to believe, I nailed it. And what matters now is that I felt that satisfaction once again. The feeling is overwhelming, it seems like it's going to steal me from my sleep tonight. Haha. Kidding.


Anyway, this man right here is my bestfriend, my confidant, my mentor, my pingpong coach, my counselor, my tagasaway na utro pud pasaway, my kilig factory, my panda, my gummy bear (kay makagigil), my pillow, and of course, my inspiration. I hope I did justice to his beautiful face even though I think I overdid the goatee. Haha. :P

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Unblocking

Sunday, October 12, 2014

I was mindlessly lurking on my Facebook news feed when I suddenly stumbled upon one of my friend's drawings. I stared at it for a long time. Something bothered me. It couldn't be the stroke or the colors or the medium used. It's actually a pretty good drawing. But something is stirring up in my heart, and it's mixture of feelings of anguish, remorse, envy, and then there's a sudden longing.

I realized I terribly miss drawing.

When was the last time that I actually drew something? I don't effin' remember. I haven't been doing vectors and vexels, nor simply draw with a pen and paper for years. Yes, it has been years! I have been stuck. Although at some point, I would draw something, then I suddenly don't want to proceed. I stop and never finish it. The feeling of 'it's not good enough' is holding me back that I just toss whatever I had started and move on as if I haven't done anything.

Friday, October 10, 2014

What to do when you're awake

Friday, October 10, 2014

You know what's worse than having a nightmare? Not being able to fall asleep. In my case, however, it is the difficulty of going back to sleep. It has been days. I could do with little sleep at night given that I don't have work to do in the morning. And I wish I didn't have to work in the morning.

I think of the reasons why. Stressed from work? Maybe. Lack of Exercise? Could be. Anxiety? But to what? Maybe I've been thinking a lot lately that's why I get robbed of sleep. Probably not. It's easy for me to fall asleep as easy as it is to wake up. The slightest sound or movement awakens all my senses, I end up rolling my eyes and giving out a heavy puff because I know I'd be having hard time going back to sleep. But more often than not, I wake up at dawn for no obvious reason, no matter how tired I am the whole day. Desperate times indeed call for desperate measures for I found myself reading countless articles how to battle insomnia and stuff like that. Apparently, nothing works.

But instead of wallowing to the fact that I have a f*cked up sleeping pattern, I make use of these sleepless nights instead. I always remind myself that my bed is for sleeping and not for counting sheep and worrying, wondering when will I be able to get some sleep. I'd rather get up and do something worthwhile than slowly kill myself waiting for hours to go by until I hear the roosters merrily singing cock-a-doodle-doo, reminding me that I only have an hour til my alarm goes off. So what do I do? I get up, read something, draw something, watch something or in this case, write something.

Probably next time, I should do something less stimulating because writing stirs up my mind - making it less likely for me to fall back to sleep. This is one of those times when I wish I know how to knit.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

An Unexpected Guest

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

A few weeks ago an old friend dropped by unexpectedly. He's a regular guest, always coming unannounced.

We had something way back. We were roommates for a varying length of time. I think he's cool. He says I rock in that Taylor Swift raccoon eye make-up. We watched movies together and he loves Harry Potter too. We read books together and we do it all night long. I think he's smart. He always has this way of stimulating my mind. We exchanged ideas from night until morning. He's creative too. Sometimes he fuels my imagination as I've done a lot of artworks with him. I had a lot of fun and memorable experience with him that there are times I would never want him to leave. But he left anyway.